I'm back from a long and computerless journey in Confusion Land. Updates...

As you learned from Preston's guest entry, Preston and I are just friends now. I know this is all for the best.

I'm Ben #2's... um, something. Sometimes it's girlfriend, sometimes it's best friend with benefits, and sometimes he's just confused. More on that when things get a little more clear.

Ben #1 has issues, and his girlfriend is a horse. But I'm not bitter at all. :-D

Okay, now that that's over with...

Daddy and Brian came to visit me last night. It turns out the whole apartment-in-Phillie plan fell through, and they've moved their stuff back to Bumble with Mandy. I miss Mandy but she had to surpervise the move. Anyway, Daddy and Brian are staying down here for the weekend at Mom Mom's.

This week was totally nuts. One minute Ben #2 is in love with me, the next he isn't, and the whole time he keeps asking to have sex. Truth be told, I think that I love him, and it really hurts me to think that after all we've been through together, he still only thinks of me as a really good friend. Besides, would you hop on the good foot and do the bad thing with someone you were just pals with? Meanwhile, severe PMS has caused me to spend my entire paycheck for the second half of camp in a shopping spree. And through it all I've had school work, band, and everything else to put up with. I'm exhausted!

Today I went to the mall with Daddy and Brian and got a Tenchi manga. *waves banner* I found some books on Wagner, and we bought birthday presents for Gwennie (Mandy's mom) and some Halloween stuff. I'm thinking of wearing a simple black dress with slits up the sides, long black gloves, a black fishnet cape, black fishnet stockings, and my black lace-up, knee-high boots. I wanna find some really cool silver earings and necklaces to wear, too. Can you say totally goth? Daddy also bought me a Tenchi doll, an Ayeka doll, and a Ryoko doll (or action figure, if you prefer). Domo arigato, papa-san!

I've started practicing guitar again, and I'm learning a lot of cool songs and stuff. I want to get a capo so I can play "Flinty Kind of Woman" by Dar Williams and "Down from Above" by Moxy Fruvous. Go me!

I'm currently babysitting Jamie, which means I get to go online and update my diary at last. Earlier we danced, ate pizza, and made a cake which sorta fell apart but tasted pretty good. All in all it's been an eventful evening. At the moment she's in bed, but far from asleep, because she keeps asking me if Steph has sent me any new IMs.

Ah, adventures in babysitting...

"I'm tired, tired of playing the game..." -Lili van Shtupp

"Do a little dance!"

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