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![]() Friday, Dec. 14, 2001 - 11:18 a.m. *jumps up and down and screams* I got accepted to the University of Pennsylvania! *waves huge banner* I'm so incredibly excited right now, it's not even funny. I was having a really crappy week, I was depressed and like crying for no reason, but I'm flying high now, baby! I'm so glad that I don't have to worry about getting into college anymore. *whew* Everyone's so excited for me- I'm so glad to have so many people who care about me and are happy for me. Now all I have to do is figure out how to pay for college... In other news, I'm really exasperated with Preston and Bob. They just don't seem to understand my position on a lot of things, particularly Ben. Bob said to me this morning that I keep complaining about the same things, and that I could solve my one big problem so easily but refuse to do it. Maybe he just doesn't get the picture: I LIKE BEN. A lot. And even though I get a little miffed at him sometimes, it's only over pretty trivial stuff, and I get over it in about 15 minutes tops. The truth is that Ben is really good to me, and he's been trying so hard to be a good boyfriend and everything (even though romance is not his forte). And I know I can't be the easiest person to get along with. But I'm really happy about our relationship, really I am; I just don't show that too often because I don't want to start sounding incredibly mushy. So there. You all made me have a quasi-mushy moment. =P One good thing about going to U Penn is that if Ben gets accepted to Temple, we would be close to each other and we wouldn't have to break off the relationship. I'd like that a lot- I've grown rather attached to him and accustomed to having him around, and it would be so nice to know that he was nearby while I'm getting adjusted to living on my own in a new place. Besides, why would I want to give up on such a good thing? We'll see, I guess... "And I can't but feel attached..." -Smashing Pumpkins
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