Well, this was the saddest, happiest, and most confusing week I've had in a long time. This week I have felt more lonely than I ever have before, and at the same time I have felt as far from lonely as one can feel. None of this makes any sense of course, but it sounds poetic, anyway.

Friday was the anniversary of me and Ben getting with each other, which isn't exactly romantic in the moonlight and roses sense, but it still meant a lot to me because it is the day he entered my life, even if at first it was only as a friend that I hooked up with because it was fun, I was lonely, and I thought he was cute. He means a great deal more than that to me now. I know him a lot better now than I did when I started to like him, but I still get that swoony crush feeling when I look at him sometimes- butterflies in the stomach, you know. Okay, enough with the mushy stuff. Here's to a year with the sweetest, the hottest, the funniest, the most unusual, and the most talented guy I've ever gone out with, the man who defies description and will probably be very embarassed after he's read this: Ben.

"Do a little dance!"

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