I haven't had a chance to write in a week, but I have exciting news. I have a boyfriend! Yes, Jon and I are in love, and I couldn't be happier. Well, maybe if Ben was a little happier with me I could be. Everyone claims (and I of all people should know they're right) that Ben deserves all the mental anguish I can throw at him. He gave me no respect, he took me for granted, and he took advantage of me. I've spent the past week making this as clear to him as I possibly can. But, he is, afterall, my best friend, and he has played an important role in my life for a very long time. I want him to be happy, I really do. But I have to put my happiness first.

Anyway, if we do get things patched up, maybe we'll get back to work on our rock band, Downbeach Project. Our first song is already up on mp3.com, and many more should follow. Please download our song!!!

"I can never win with this body I live in." -Belly

"Quiessence [lack of feeling] was wrong from the start. Now raja bleeds out his broken heart." -Moxy Fruvous

"Maybe you might have some advice to give on how to be insensitive." -Jann Arden

"I feel like a quote out of context, withholding the rest so I can be for you what you want to see." -Ben Folds Five

"Who wouldn't be the one you love? Who wouldn't stand inside your love?" -Smashing Pumpkins

"I never thought I'd see the day when I would see his hand, not mine, holding onto yours, because I could not find the time." -Hootie and the Blowfish

"World's so dark wthout love." -Eddie from Ohio

"Do a little dance!"

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