Lynne IMed me today and we had a long talk about everything that happened and how we felt. It turns out she's actually one very cool chick, and that we have a lot in common personality-wise. I hope we get to become good friends.

As for Jon, he hasn't talked to me since the big dump. His loss.

I went to Temple last night and crashed at Ben's place. I just had to get away from everything here- the lonely nights glued to the computer monitor with misty eyes, the pile of undone laundry, the bed and it's dirty sheets... It was weird sleeping, or trying to sleep considering everything that was on my mind, with Ben next to me again, after everything that has happened. I don't really know what I want to happen anymore.

Ben kissed my shoulder and snuggled up to it in his sleep. I couldn't help but smile. He never does things like that when he's awake.

On a lighter note, Ben's teaching me to play bass! Whee- bass!

Tomorrow night I'm grabbing a train home for the weekend. I really need a break from this place. It'll do me a world of good.

"Boredom's in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth, Sally's in the stirrups claiming her own destiny, and nobody nowhere understands anything about me and all my dreams, lost at sea." -the Smashing Pumpkins

"Life barrels on like a runaway train, where the passengers change. They don't change anything. You get off, someone else can get on." -Ben Folds

"Do a little dance!"

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